Stress

I've come to the conclusion that I am extremely stressed and possibly have high blood pressure. I have a semi permanent headache, not sleeping, feeling distracted (yesterday I got into the wrong lane at the traffic lights and ended up having to drive out of my way only to have to turn around later) and had several dizzy spells last week and now have a blood shot eye that has been bloodshot since Monday.

I tried to go to the walk in centre today but they wouldn;t see me and said I had to go to my doctors. So I have a doctors appointment tomorrow which I am sorely tempted to cancel. I got lots of work done today and after hearing from Bovis who seem to be agreeing with us that the kitchen cupboards are not sufficient some parts of life should calm down. Well work bits anyway as I feel there is little more I can do with Harlow in particular.
Well hopefully after tomorrows meeting with Together for Children life in Harlow might calm down. I seem to be on a mission with them and want perfection whereas what I can hope for is we all work together to achieve a satisfactory working arrangement. Diane keeps telling me to calm down and don;t make myself ill and i wonder just how perfectionist I am and that perhaps other Children Centres are just the same and other CCDO's have low expectations...but I don't really believe this.

Anyway I might cancel the doctors see how I am tomorrow.

Ooh more good news my desk at Saffron has been identified for me .yippeeee