Molly loves me. She wants to be near me. She wants my cuddles and stokes and caresses and responds to them.
She is a cat therefore her love is of a lower value.
Is this right?
When she responds to my touch how should I feel?
She purrs and bends her head and rubs against me. Is this enough......and for what?
My best friend Jayne kissed me tonight and gave me a big sexless hug...that was lovely and enough...she promised to put me into a home if I became senile. I love my friend Jayne
Remembered where I had met MW before which was when I was 17 in the library and the rumour was that his mum still got his clothes out for him every night and her he is the town clerk!!!???
Friday, 24 October 2008
Thursday, 23 October 2008
Credit crunch and recessions
Its been a few weeks and to be honest now is not the time for an update and anyway this blog is for me and I know whats been happening. Needless to say the world is whirling and crashing financially which is all a great worry and following the stock markets crashing hey guess what we are going into a recession.
On a personal level all I seem to do is work. I go to sleep wearing my iphone so I can listen to downloads just to take my mind off work!! I rarely go out and think pretty constantly of work. I've given up Mr V again and PH is ....well who knows what he wants really, Phil and Chris are independent and that leaves me at home alone with the cats and good old red wine.
This is the first time this week I have had a glass of wine which is good as it was becomming a daily occurrance and I think has contributed significantly to my new weight problem and talking of which I have slipped into the size 12 category!!! Shock horror this must now stop and although I have thought everyday of joining the gym that is the nearest I have got to doing something healthy.
Anyway the autumn is now with us and once again the anniversary of hearing my Dad was terminally ill. It does seem now that the changing colours and falling leaves now trigger a learned pyschological response from me and I have felt upset and emotional but I have to say not as bad as last year.
Right will have to start updating this regularly again and recording money and food etc.
As Ringo says Peace and Love, Peace and Love
On a personal level all I seem to do is work. I go to sleep wearing my iphone so I can listen to downloads just to take my mind off work!! I rarely go out and think pretty constantly of work. I've given up Mr V again and PH is ....well who knows what he wants really, Phil and Chris are independent and that leaves me at home alone with the cats and good old red wine.
This is the first time this week I have had a glass of wine which is good as it was becomming a daily occurrance and I think has contributed significantly to my new weight problem and talking of which I have slipped into the size 12 category!!! Shock horror this must now stop and although I have thought everyday of joining the gym that is the nearest I have got to doing something healthy.
Anyway the autumn is now with us and once again the anniversary of hearing my Dad was terminally ill. It does seem now that the changing colours and falling leaves now trigger a learned pyschological response from me and I have felt upset and emotional but I have to say not as bad as last year.
Right will have to start updating this regularly again and recording money and food etc.
As Ringo says Peace and Love, Peace and Love
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