On an almost sudden impulse (it would have been completely sudden but I have daydreamed doing this already but sort of dismissed it as impractical etc) I've invited PH down to Cornwall when I go for the new year!!
I wonder what his response might be. I have a sneaky feeling he is seeing someone anyway which is why he has not really contacted me much or pressed for us to meet lately and so he might just say no for that reason which would be fair enough but might leave me feeling both rejected and regretful that I didn't do something earlier.
Then again he might say yes in which case I shall worry about the logistics and whether I introduce him to Chris and Ray and I shall also worry about what his and my own expectations might be.
If he says no then fine, I'll just feel slightly embarrassed but not too much as he is dear man who will let me down gently I know this and if he says yes then I will decide to take it as it comes and just see what occurs.
Is this another life changing decision? Time will tell.
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