Picked up K and set off to Southampton about 8.45ish. It was a wet and slow drive with volume of traffic preventing us from any kind of speed but we arrived safely and by 2 were at L's.
Mum had given her some money and she had bought some buffetty type of foods which were all okay but a bit bland and child orientated...however we had plenty to drink although I was in the kind of mood that it didn;t matter how much I drunk I was never more than slightly tipsey which was good.
We sat in the garden and once the sun came out it was lovely and warm and just chatted. We sat there till about 10 at night when K and Mum went home and we more or less went to bed. I was tired and looking forward to going to sleep and the next day going home.
I did enjoy the weekend but do find my family stressful. I am worried that any minute there will be a row and feel every slight or what I perceive to be a put down particularly from K. I am sure she doens't mean half of it but saying things like I am a dwarf really pisses me off and that when I helped by washign up at her barbeque last year all the things needed re washing...well do it your bloodyself then if its such a pain. It always feels like she has to put me down all the time, comments about cookers and stuff. Get off your bloody high horse and stop moaning that you live on your own and its eaiser for all us couples, well you decided to chuck P out not us!!!
Rant over
Today am feeling tired, got bites on face, hands and tops of legs so taken Piraton and I think its making me woozy so could sleep.
Not done any real work but watched telly all day and now feel its been such a waste and feel still tired so may go and go to bed.
Richard all moany at the moment and wants to move bedrooms with no planning or forethought which I think will lead to chaos..all this weekend J wants us to go to Bristol and now I want to stay at home for bedroom but am worried this will put the nail in the coffin of friendship with J!!!
Think I'll take another Piraton and increase wooziness.
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