Tuesday, 1 July 2008

Hot and tired


Having the bathroom done in late June early July was a good idea. The weather has been gorgeous so far and you don't mind whizzing around to different places just to have a shower and so last night Phil went to Chris to shower and this morning Richard went to the gym and I went to Chris. I was in and out of his in about 30 mins..mind you by the time I start work I'd been shopping, dropped Phil off at work, done some washing and hung it out to dry and been to Chris so I feel slightly tired by the time I start ordinairy work and it was very difficult to feel engaged with what I should have been doing.

I popped home at lunch time to sit in the garden and see if everything was going well and I found myself almost doing a time and motion study. What time did they start, how long was he going to be on the phone, what time would they finish, did they want a lunch break etc etc?! I was quite shocked at myself. Of course they need breaks and of course he can manage his own

time. I was shocked at how horrible I was feeling and pulled myself together.

Anyway came home tonight to see a new shiney bath full of water...thats to help the bath to settle and apparently we can have our first bath tonight after about 9ish!

Work was hard going today with the area partnership and general moans against Essex and complains about grants and stuff and I felt completely alone. I wanted to shout at them to stop whinging and moaning when it came to discussions about the Children Centre Conference oh for goodness sake do it yourself!!

I think my birthday has dissapeared as no one in the Treehouse even really mentioned it and at the early years partnership no one knew a thing. God I think I am so important don't I? Maybe I should have arranged something myself..but there you go.

One day left in the forties and then I will be a woman who must be in her 50's!! ie old

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